I'm rather frustrated.
I don't know whether it's my long day of work or my past history of theatrical auditions or what, but I'm so frustrated with this audition tomorrow.
I want it SO badly. So so badly. I'm praying and having everyone around me pray for me. I went to private coaching and paid $100 for one hour of help for 4 pages. That's $25 a page of help. With maybe 6 or 7 lines per page.
I've been practicing like crazy every spare moment I can. But for whatever reason I can't get this character. It's not making sense...the puzzle pieces are getting to the right place, but aren't "fitting" yet. I don't know how to describe it. It's just not where I want it to be yet. I'm not this character yet.
Time is ticking. I have less than 24 hours before this audition.
Lord please help me.
It's not your fault. There are only so many pieces to the puzzle that you have control over. Don't be too hard on yourself. You're a lover, you experience high highs and low lows. But its all for your good. The high is coming.
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